Monday, December 29, 2008

Happy Birthday!~~

Celebrated my birthday at Pasta De Waraku @ Central with CG.

They had this ladies 50% discount, so practically we went out of control while ordering the food. Haha

The best part? Our bill was loonng.. but total up to oni $80+, wheras the guyz bill was shorter, but it was a whooping total of $110+.

The benefits of being a lady~~ Isnt it nice?

Thank you, Carita for organising this birthday gathering.
It has been a long time since I celebrated my birthday with so many ppl.

Thank You

But stil, smtg was missing...
I miss Mandy...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Have you realised it?

Have u realised it? I duno..
But I have...

We used to be close to each other, partying, shopping, gossiping, stationing ourselves at Pasir Ris Interchange and chilling with each other...

But things are different now.. I guess its coz we hv all grown up and our goals/aims are different now...

I used to be so close to you and Mandy but things are not the same anymore..
It is so difficult to get Mandy now whereas the only time I get to see you is when we go for service..

There is soo many things inside me which I need to find someone to talk to...

Too much stuff has happened to me and Im feeling very emotional..
I cry myself to sleep, wondering why did this have to happen..

I may looked to hv moved on with my life, but hv I reali moved on?
I dun even know that myself..

Im alway so afraid of how others will think of me tt sometimes the real me disappear..

Dec is supposed to be the month which I like best, with my birthday and Christmas..
But this year, Im feeling very down.. Isit the festive depression at work?

Harmful thoughts are coming to my mind..

God, I wan to leave this place, leave this hurtful place..
Bring me up to your kingdom...
I dun wan to stay here any more...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

'I didn't even want you to get wet in the rain'

Itz been a long time since I blogged....

Too much things has happened since my last entry...

I have been to the highest and the lowest point of my life in 2008...

2008 hasnt been reali very kind to me, neither have it been to others.. Esp Nov and Dec...

Lehman brothers, recession and cutting of jobs...
And the terrorism attack in Mumbai...

With the year coming to an end where ppl are waiting for their bonuses, we see news of companies cutting jobs.. And my fren was one of them...

Thank god I still have a job...

Few days again, I read abt the love story of Lo Hwei Yen and her husband in the papers...
Even as a stranger to them, I feel very heart-wrenching.
I can't imagine the pain and grief that her husband is going thru..
Compared to what he is going thru, mine is peanuts...

"I didn't even want you to get wet in the rain. I want to make your life as smooth as possible."
Sweet, ain't it?

I think it is..