You hv made yr choice and Im glad that Im still the one..

But things between us arent the same anymore...

Communication... You said tt was missing from our r/s, I agree too...

Been making efforts to keep our conversation gng other den the usual stuff, but when u answer, "OK", "Nth lohz", "Normal"..
How do u expect me to lead on from there?
Yes, those were my usual answers to you when u asked me qns, but my answers hv now changed..

My life has been pretty screwed since..
Thought abt it for along time before I finally went to see a doc...
Referred me to a counsellor...

Longwithstanding low mood..
Having passive self harming thoughts..
Separation from you sparked off abandonment issues, impulsive outburts..

Are wat Im going thru..

I know things hasnt been easy for you, it hasnt been easy for me either...
Crying to sleep are what I hv been doin since then to now..

But Im still hanging on coz I love you..